by Ellen Resnick
March 8, 1966. The day I celebrated my 8th birthday.
Also the day Wendy Wolin died.
I wonder if she took her last breath at the same moment
I extinguished the colorful candles
placed by my mother in a line across my birthday cake,
with one in front for good luck.
We found out about the tragedy the next day.
She was standing at the bottom of the driveway
that curved up behind the tall red brick apartment buildings
that was home. Pierce Manor.
Waiting for her mother to bring the car around
from the parking lot.
Who knows where Wendy and her mom were planning to go,
maybe shopping in town or out for a slice of pizza.
Who knows how long she stood there before the man
approached her.
Did he say anything first?
Did he smile at her and did she smile back?
Or did he rush over with muscles tense, looking side to side
to make sure no one was watching.
Wendy stepping back instinctively, knowing something bad
was going to happen.
Maybe she simply stood on the corner facing the driveway where her
mother’s car was about to appear over the hill.
Waiting patiently. Unsuspecting.
We read in the newspaper that she said “a man punched me”
to the men in the firehouse across the street,
as blood patches soaked the front of her overcoat.
I don’t remember Wendy’s face,
but I think I would know it if I saw her photo.
I do remember that our town, Elizabeth, changed
forever that day.
A sketch of the crazed man who took her life
hung for weeks on telephone poles, in supermarkets,
on the front page of the local newspaper.
Every morning our mothers walked by our side
holding our hands tightly,
as we marched in twos, big and small
towards Nicholas Murray Butler #23.
We formed a solid protective line
to and from school,
for weeks upon weeks.
I don’t think they ever found him.
I don’t remember when we began to walk to school
alone again.
But I will always remember that day.
My 8th birthday. The day Wendy Wolin died.
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